the  mycelial  soul

"What if we come to know ourselves as radically interconnected in a way that our very being becomes multitude, an interbeing of ecologies? What if the incarnation of soul into body and Earth [true embodiment] brings about a belonging not to the solitary self, but to an immense web of life, constantly immersed in and in communion with the Anima Mundi? How might this shift transform our psychology, spirituality, and the very fabric of our daily lives and work?"

It has taken me seven years to fully grasp the contribution of my work within both Jungian psychology and mysticism. Though a red thread has woven through both my inner and outer work, it was only after leading (and closing) the 7th and final cycle of Reclaiming the Mythical Feminine at the Anima Mundi School that I began to see it with clarity.

A teaching dream a few years ago summarized this realization: “A woman matures when she is not focused on her own individuation journey anymore.” At first glance, it’s a simple statement, yet it holds a profound paradox for those familiar with Jung’s work. Jung describes individuation as a descent into the night sea, seeking, finding and finally living the treasure of the Self. My dream, however, suggests that a woman’s maturity lies not in seeking individuation but in letting it go. The treasure is no longer the focus—so what is?

The Feminine is defined by Eros, by relationship, by connection. Her essence is like the mycelial network, a subtle but vital web of life. What does it mean for her to ripen (meaning of maturus), rather than individuate? This question has shaped the heart of my work, leading me to explore its implications through Jungian psychoanalysis, mythopoetic work, alchemy, and mysticism. A recurring question, which first appeared in my dreams, continues to guide my path:

“Is there another way?”

Is there another way to walk the individuation path that transcends the classical hero’s journey of heroic singularity and instead unearths the mysteries of interbeing and interexistence? Is there another way to practice mysticism—particularly Sufism—that speaks to the needs of our time? And, most importantly, is there another way to live, create, and connect in harmony with the Feminine, in constant relationship with all the ecologies that surround us?

“In difficult times, organisms find new symbiotic relationships in order to expand their reach. Crisis is the crucible of new relationships.”

– Merlin Sheldrake in Entangled Life

Below a few of the strands and spores of my work and research. 

Anima Mundi School

I’m the founder of the Anima Mundi School where I work with a small collective of women worldwide from various fields that bring together depth-psychology, storytelling /oral culture, spiritual ecology, the mythic imagination, anthropocene studies and the creative arts.
The work we do is rooted in the imaginal and based on images, poetry and the study of narrative changes and motifs in our yearly work with myths and fairytales. Our collective research is aimed at witnessing in what ways the feminine is rising to consciousness and understanding the interrelated spiral-consciousness that accompanies it. In this way, we hope to plant a few seeds of remembrance and oneness that belong to the feminine. Seeds that are much needed during this uniquely disturbing time in history where the very fabric of our planet and all Her inhabitants are threatened with existence.

Anima Mundi Dreaming

Over the past seven years, I’ve developed a method of collective dreamwork together with my colleagues Gauri Raje and Laura Krusemark that weaves together indigenous dreaming traditions and the imaginal psychology of James Hillman. By centering on image, color, form, and narrative, this approach allows us to engage deeply with the emerging motifs and symbols of the unconscious while immersed in a ritual container. It is a practice of profound listening and incubation—one that invites us to sow and weave the new myth emerging of our time.

Alchemy

Academic research: The Practice & Psychology of Alchemy

My career path lead be back to the University of Amsterdam where I first studied Public International Law more than a decade ago. I have recently completed a Research Masters in Religious Studies at the Center for History of Hermetic Philosophy and Related Currents. My research interests include: Persian Mysticism, Alchemy and the Feminine principle in mythology and depth-psychology. My thesis weaves the intersection of Jungian psycho-spiritual alchemy and laboratory alchemy (Spagyrics) through both fieldwork and historical research. The research is focused on bridging the split between spirit and matter that we have inherited from a Cartesian understanding of the world and nature through testing and revisioning Jung’s theory on alchemy. My research inquires on the possibility to move Jung’s theory on alchemy beyond the Cartesian epistemology, into a more feminist and post-humanist approach that includes the interrelationality and entanglement of matter, spirit and psyche.